The ramblings of me

I swag so hard, it’s snatching these bitches edges. 

tupacabra:

like a pirate i am always searchin for the booty

mochafleur:

I guess it’s not okay for Black people to celebrate their worth through different ways of self-care. If i wanna buy a gold chain im going to because i’m all about Black braggadocio

byeeeeee

My biggest mistake… trusting my heart over logic. By now I should know that is no good for me. Never the same. Spending most days depressed wondering why no one loves me, what is wrong with me, or how i should change myself to gain the affection of my peers. Simply said the lack of attention i receive from one person can cause me to spiral into a dark place. It is funny how my mind warps reality reality to make things seem worse then they are. Yet, in the moment i can’t see the truth and i accept the warped reality. my only option is to wait it out. 

Retreating into my own psyche as shell of my former self i hide in the hopes that the pain will go away. However, that never works. The dark thoughts seep in and i am cornered by my own mind. Thinking of worst. i sit in the darkness of my thoughts and cry until i fall asleep. Crying never solves anything i just wake up with bloodshot dry eyes to remind me of the day before. and the cycle repeats… Am i ever happy? 

tupacabra:

sleepy gang or die

icwok:

a bird flew into my house while i was sleeping

my mom always taught me to be nice with guests so i fed him but he wouldn’t eat

then it turns out that he demanded to be fed in the mouth (or beak?)

rude asshole look at him smiling because he made me his bitch