I swag so hard, it’s snatching these bitches edges.
The sad truth
My biggest mistake… trusting my heart over logic. By now I should know that is no good for me. Never the same. Spending most days depressed wondering why no one loves me, what is wrong with me, or how i should change myself to gain the affection of my peers. Simply said the lack of attention i receive from one person can cause me to spiral into a dark place. It is funny how my mind warps reality reality to make things seem worse then they are. Yet, in the moment i can’t see the truth and i accept the warped reality. my only option is to wait it out.
Retreating into my own psyche as shell of my former self i hide in the hopes that the pain will go away. However, that never works. The dark thoughts seep in and i am cornered by my own mind. Thinking of worst. i sit in the darkness of my thoughts and cry until i fall asleep. Crying never solves anything i just wake up with bloodshot dry eyes to remind me of the day before. and the cycle repeats… Am i ever happy?